To feel that you are at the whim of anything and everything out would now terrify me no end! As Abraham says- we should offer you some sort of disclaimer, when you find out about this, there is no going back!
Now do not misunderstand, I am definitely not saying that if you don’t subscribe to this way of being that there’s something deficient, because there any infinite people living fooking amazing lives without any knowledge of consciousness. But for me, I cannot find anything more satisfying, powerful, empowering or brilliant than to know with the power of my focus, I can align with who I really am; change how I think and feel and ultimately shift what’s happening in my life- it just does not get better than this.
Or at least for now that is. In five, ten or twenty years, I might be doing something completely different (although I doubt it, but ya never know!). But whilst I am enjoying this way of being, I am going to do my best to make where I am and all the good I am experiencing, my primary goal.
NB: Just because we know about this material, does not make us infallible. In fact, most spiritual individuals and teachers have gone through contrast which has pushed them to seek out more. So our lives are definitely not more perfect but it’s just that we are aware of the choices we can offer in our reactions to circumstances. Even if we forget especially if things go poo. But hey we’re all human and all the better for it!
Happy experiencing the contrast! All my love, Nick Xxx