Somewhere along the lines of our life, we are taught that we must somehow strive to become worthy. That we must work all hours under the sun, find a successful career, make 'x' amount of money to be consider of any value to our peers, family, society and such which. But that is all bull! Because you exist you are automatically great. There is no goal to attain, there is no overlord who will punish you if you do not 'achieve', there is just a source of pure love, focusing upon you in the highest appreciation. And the negative emotion you are feeling is not the negative attention being placed on you. It is in fact your guidance system saying that you are focused upon yourself (or anything) in a way that is opposite to how your inner being/Source sees it.
So breathe easy dear one, you are always seen as perfection by all that is. You are brilliance because you breathe, you are adored because you are. It is time to shake it off and realise it! And no one can do it for you. It's just something that you will do in time, and if not at least now, then when you cross over- we just don't want you to have to wait that long!
All is well with you!!!
Happy exist-ing!!!
Lots of love, Nick Xxx